RemydeLioncourt

FFXIV is down until the patch is done. I just want to play right now. I tried playing some 7 Days to Die, but the game is more fun with at least one other person and I don't particularly like playing with randoms. I failed my own 31 days art thing. The sad brains hit really hard in the middle of the month and I just couldn't seem to get over it. I still have drawings I have to finish but at this point I am just taking my time and working on them when I feel like it. I need to just sit down and finish them in order to give them to the FC mates they belong to. I feel bad for making them wait but after handing out a few of them which I don't

Need to get thoughts out of my head, and well, the browser was opened to Deviantart so what the hell. Went through all of my old sketchbooks and felt inspired this morning only for it to completely disappear now. I feel like I should just start uploading all of the old sketches that I enjoy but I also feel as though it isn't the best idea since they are older than a year. Distracted by other thoughts, thoughts I don't feel comfortable placing anywhere else but in my head. Going to try and have something to upload by the end of this week. Even if it is just a doodle.

I have been lacking for just any inspiration to draw ANYTHING! Even my doodles come out looking like crap. It is infuriating! There is only one thing I want to draw right now but, there are just too many memories that go with it. Some are good, but the other are bad and follow the good like an unrelenting plague. Too much thought for one evening. I guess I'll try to draw that which is plaguing my thoughts.